Too much

O.K.  Here is my post.... I stink at this.  I always want to post, journal, write thoughts, share photos, and all the things I should do to save memories to enjoy later.  I'm bad at it. No, I'm horrible at it.  Here is my excuse and the truth... We sold our home less than two years ago because we felt it was our best option at the time.  I still feel that way.  We were very lucky to get buyers and work with a great realtor.  It was a "short sale"  It was hard to admitt at first, but it is what it is.  I could go into all the reasons why cause there are many, but I won't.  We have moved three times since and are getting ready to move again in a week or two.  This time it will be our house.  A place that we can call home and stay for as long as we want.  We have been blessed and have always more than we need.  Even with that said, moving is one of the hardest things.  Yes, it's in the same town, but it is still hard.  It is so much physical work and so time consuming and it takes so long to feel settled.  I keep telling myself that after this move I can get a normal life again.  I can feel settled and know I won't be leaving anytime soon.  Then I can organize photos and sit at my computer and do computery type stuff.  I can sew and plan meals for dinner every night.  I can paint a room whatever color I so please because it is mine.  Yes, I think it's gonna get a little less stressful after this move.  I am not stupid, I know that just having a family is a lot of work, but I can't wait for a better form of normalacy than I have had over the past 20 months.  I am emotionally and physically drained.  Sleepless nights just thinking about anything and everything.  It has been exciting watching the new house go up day by day.  Can't wait to get in it.

Mac Attack

Mac.... recently turned 7.

Commonly known as "Mac Attack"

But, these days, we get more of the "Mac" and less of the "Attack."